Wednesday, January 15, 2014

Gluing the pieces together

Since Facebook is so ephemeral, I wanted a place to anchor the posts regarding my current bout of depression (and anxiety, and mood swings, and whatever else we discover is in the mix) before they roll off and away. I process out loud a lot.

If I've directed you here, it might be because I am too emotionally exhausted to rehash what's going on and this will catch you up... or it might be because sometimes when I read these posts it calms me to see that people are so supportive, and I want to share some of that with you, too. Of course, if you're not one of my Facebook friends, you probably can't see these posts. Sorry about that.

I'm also creating an archive as a reference for myself for that time in the distant future when I want to look back and see what I was thinking right now.

January 10, 2014 - It sucks being broken.
January 13, 2014 - What it's like to feel this way, part 2 (Part 1 was the "broken" post)
January 13, 2014 - Part 3
January 14, 2014 - Musings and an update
January 15, 2014 - Repost of a friend's link to a great blog post about depression.
February 1, 2014 - Update
February 4, 2014 - Observation about the passive nature of melancholy.
February 17, 2014 - Back at work, part time.
February 20, 2014 - Feeling fried.
February 27, 2014 - Battling acathesia
March 19, 2014 - Relapse
March 21, 2014 - My life as a Zynga game
April 5, 2014 - Hopeful again?
April 29, 2014 - Muted feelings

As I post more, or if I find more, I will come back and add them to this list. 


Going back farther, I found these, too.

September 28, 2013 - Observation (lots of processing done in the comments)
September 28, 2013 - Shopping at Trader Joe's while sad...
September 30, 2013 - I was asked recently how I manage to do improv if I suffer from anxiety.
October 3, 2013 - Things are beginning to look better.